such stark lines suggesting someone with something to say
this tree, literally & figuratively beyond the pale what is its message? can you feel it?
can you locate subjective awareness within its lived experience? how does it feel to be this tree, now? three years ago? what caused its death? did it suffer? is it suffering? is any part of this tree still alive?
living beings fill the world around us inhabiting their multivarious physical forms navigating life by interpreting sensory information which is to say, feeling we think of them as less than us for their want of a cranium like our own
and yet what has driven us to the brink of extinction if not for our way of thinking without feeling caught up in emotions and ignorant of the sensation in our bodies afraid of it, perhaps, this feeling while all the time it is there available to us – that lower intelligence without which our higher intelligence is pure farce
look at how the road rides high which came first, I wonder would an architect have designed this building to inhabit this location in this way?
perhaps my perspective is skewed by time having received a way of seeing things that was born after this building was ever conceived of so that my perception is unwittingly anachronistic, and just because I imagine the world always was the way it has been in my experience this does not make it so and my perception and I stand to benefit from my coming to terms with the influence of my received opinion on my own process of understanding how things came to be this way
and yet, from my years of observations of the way things are and the way things were and the way things change over time I am confident the siting of this building adjacent to this road is a result of road widening more than an architect’s decision because roads have a tendency to widen and buildings have a tendency to stay in place until the uneasy tension between them results in the displacement of one or the other
a row of faces the inevitable archetype repeating in glass, brick, metal watching the world go by what do they see? more importantly, to me how do they feel?
behind this fence a playground off limits the yard of a short line railroad complete with lonely passenger cars… when, if ever, do these cars carry people? does the Buckingham Branch Railroad use them only for private functions? I travel through this yard by foot in my inexorable imagination where every door is open to me and these cars an invitation to ride at a leisurely pace with friendly people verdant lands and tranquil waters on view through clear windows while those inimitable sounds of sibilant rhythms intrinsic to rail travel rise through the swaying floor, pervading space inviting sleep, accompanying conversations while the landscape alone is enough to occupy my traveling mind
the dimming rays of the sun’s departure limn the high point of the house with the glow of embers beneath a lingering pale blue sky before grey dusk and the vault of stars restrict light’s brilliance to the tiny apertures of ancient suns sparkling in a vacuum the twinkling eyes of Nyx, born of Chaos her night, generative made of possibility as only darkness can give rise to light
a strange palette of greens and blues an amalgamation of outcomes stemming from different decisions made at different times by different people in different places for different reasons and yet, a strange coherence has emerged as these uncoordinated outcomes have occupied one place united in elemental experience sun, wind, rain, earth and Place, the quintessence long ago this was the birth of culture the confluence of people in a place, over time we have moved beyond all that now, though, of course no longer subject to such elemental constraints we could even move to another planet in case we get tired of this one
why two methods, I wonder were they on their way to blocking the window covered in plywood before the situation changed? that plywood isn’t ancient but neither is it fresh… the place looks nothing like an active construction site but rather an abandoned project in a vacant building